small cottage

t_t

2012-01-26T21:00:00.000-08:00

i miss my camera
bought it using my own pocket money
it is not expensive nor cheap
but, the value, the loyalty, irreplaceable
i need it the most now
to capture all the goods memory throughout this new journey
so, today, I've decided to buy a new one
but, cash constraint me
i need my camera!!!

**tidak ada emosi atau mood.

Lesen

2012-01-24T22:26:00.000-08:00

'Azmizan, lesen kite dah tamat sebulan lebih nie'

'okay, esok renew. renew 2 tahun terus'

'tp kalau 2 tahun, nnti lg la lupa. sbb lama'

'2 tahun tu kan dah hidup bersama. nnti Azmizan igt kan'

*ready ke nie nak hidup bersama? haaaaaaa.nerves :)
**hr nie, bila g buat lesen, rupanya die akan tamat ikut birthday kite. so possibility utk lupa sgt rendah. sebelum celebrate birthday, boleh la singgah pos ofis giant shah alam utk renew lesen. bagus.
***sad thing, loss my camera during the engagement day -_- huuu.

A day at Jakel

2012-01-23T03:02:00.000-08:00

total damage of MYR 3200. Haihh. So, family's theme attire was done. Siblings & cousins will wear creme. uncles & aunties will wear dusty pink. mom & dad will wear lavender. me & azmizan? Ehem. surprise. nope. haven't decide on bersanding attire. nikah will be off white color. february is coming.mmm.nervous. hopefully the prep done smoothly. waiting to settle cards and few other things on next2 weekend with love :)

lavender , dusty pink & creme. material : chiffon beaded, creme lace, silk & satin. oh , cotton for nenek.

tired. and sleepy! ( main game dekat ipad sampai pukul 4.30 pg. i need ipad too lah dear. tak nak galaxy tab.heee )

jakel's staff do the tagging. remember, there are many uncles & aunties & cousins & siblings.

ayah starts to scratch the head. nenek also too tired. uncle was sleepy too. the youngster -- energetic!

that is all, for the whole day of CNY.

*pictures taken using ipad. pardon the quality.

**happy Chinese new year!!

***i miss you!

apples

2012-01-19T02:43:00.001-08:00

amni narissa & adeef akbar

*like to love kids nowdays..the old days, more to old folks..love!

reserve your ticket

2012-01-17T22:46:00.000-08:00

Matta Fair is back!!
The most awaited and anticipated travel fair of the year returns with loads of offers from hundred of exhibitors.

Date : 16 - 18 March 2012

Time : 10 a.m - 9 p.m

Venue : PWTC, Kuala Lumpur

don't miss this magnificent event which comes twice a year!!!

*ayat copy paste
**ehem. are you planning for a trip?? (honeymoon?!) come and we meet there. teehee.
***Europe? Asia? middle east? Indonesia? langkawi? pangkor? karambunai? mana2...ish, auckk!

the good old memories

2012-01-15T19:59:00.000-08:00

for you, izat! welcome to the club on 21st Jan 2012. hehe. i guess none of your friend will read my writing isn't? :) here, please read my sincere wrap up to our senior-junior,friend to sister&brotherhood relationship:

Hi Izat,

i always put myself in a selfish manner towards you. the day we knew each other, i always treat you as a black knight. whenever i do need you, i pull you over. that is me which you are not complaint of. you always there. always. being you i knew its hard. to face somebody which you like for years but she is talking about other guy. but you never step back. never ending been there for me although you knew, your chances are zero. i thanked Allah for give me a chance knowing somebody like you. when i am happy, you are forever neglected. when i am broken, you are there to help. i keep busy mending with my life. why am i never ever give you a chance. why Allah give me a strong denial for you. why i can't help my heart to love somebody which is nicer and helpful and trustworthy. the 'why' now is being answered. Allah have better plan for us. He gave you somebody which even far better than me. i believe so. which suit you very well. which will never ever leave your hands until the last breath. which will always see you as a very good man. see you in a different way as i do. a person which will love you limitless and without condition. a girl which will made your days. today, i am cherish all our good old memories. being a anonymous to a younger sister to you, i am blessed.

Izat, i am truly happy for you. truly happy. truly truly truly happy. even my 3months bonus can't help me to become more happier than to receive this news. you know the reason why? because, these passed years, you know how hard i try to find a soul mate for you. finally you seems to figure out yourself. Izat,welcome to club :) and should i say, we are getting married on the same day too? :) andddd now you knew, the feeling to love somebody everlasting. happy engaged. oh, alhamdulillah.

bg izat feeling2 bertunang sikit. hehe (sitting on my mum dinner table, kalau bukan hr bertunang, konfem kene marah.huu)

*and my dear fiancee, mohd azmizan, did you know now, how much my love for you?and it will be ONLY you. full stop.

goodie bags @ ole2 untuk tetamu

2012-01-11T19:05:00.000-08:00

salam. been searching for goodie bag atau ole2 untuk tetamu. bumped to these kiut ilikecard blog. they have many kiut items for guest. i've sent two inquiry for them to quote. and they replied this morning, the price, ahem, OKAY and moderate. not too expensive. do drop your email to them. i am looking for...

mini jar

mini mineral bottle

mini triangle box - berangan nak letak dodol :)

paper bag with reben

paper bag with printed - most preferable

*thinking to DYI...mcm senang nak buat kan?
**i am soooooooo in love with Google. matlumat di hujung jari.
***hey mister, touching to see you so involved :) tq...

theme color

2012-01-10T21:28:00.000-08:00

**caterer is asking for scallop color..aihh..means theme color...aihh..

up to this second, I've only these color in my mind. will Google more...and more..

the exact way to buy your nikah attire

2012-01-08T17:48:00.000-08:00

today is 9th Jan..
salam :)

ehem (clear the throat)..since,we both, are far far far away, i guess internet played a big role. everything about our prep, we discuss via space. uhu. so, once we have time, it is the time for money matters. maksudnye, masa untuk membeli sesudah membuat survey dan discussion selama ini. i had 1 folder called "nikah attire" in my pendrive. setiap baju nikah that i bumped to, saya akan simpan di folder itu.

so, last week went to Jakel to survey the material and i've few choices. tetapi agak kejam apabila beli tanpa orang yang nak memakai nya tiada di sisi. so, mister, i'll wait for you until end of this month :)

i taught, the right way to do is, beli kain dulu then meet the tailor. NO. is not actually. on saturday, my sweetest pie honey apple nik iryani, accompanied me to survey on the wedding card. we straight to Pertama Kompleks. then i know, the heaven for wedding card is not there. is at jln Pudu. so, secara kebetulannnya, kami masuk ke satu butik ini. and secara kebetulan nya, nikah attire which me and mister agree on, ada di situ (sample attire). then i knew, we need to see the tailor first, roughly tahu ukuran badan kite then discuss the design. then barulah tailor akan bgt, material yg sesuai untuk lining sekali, berapa meter nak beli, 45m or 60m lerang. i taught my dream nikah attire only 4 meter length. NO. it need to be 5m plus. and i need to buy plain silk chiffon NOT a beaded one. For top, there are few choices, beaded chiffon or lace or plain chiffon. Then you need to know, adakah kamu nak patch lace atau manik. kalau nak patch lace, kamu kene tahu, berapa meter pula kene beli the lace.oh. sgt byk idea di situ. and lucky, i did bring majalah pengantin. so, tailor pun senang nak faham. for me, i''d prefer to wear kurung moden. and please note, to not have panic disorder, your attire atleast need to be ready 1 month before your day so kalau ad yg xbetul masa fitting, masih sempat diubah suai. and lead time to get everything done depends on your design and tailor. put it in simplest way, 4 months before the wedding you need to send your baju. now everyone can guest my day ^_^

would be something like this from Sab Sabby

so, time for money matters now.grr.

**thanks nik for bought me 1 cardigan. my first cardigan. love it!

an engineer

2012-01-06T01:30:00.000-08:00

the engineer

..ehem..probably yesterday was my first day that i feel 'being engineer'. yesterday was 11 p.m when i was in the middle of dark,quite factory. in the middle of big machines and all the giant finished goods. yesterday was a terrible day in my career. very frightening. my GM, my manager, my colleague..all are helping...me..for the first time, i feel i love my job. i mean my company, my colleague & my boss. we struggling, cracked our head, TOGETHER, to solve my stupid mistake. and of course, fiancee is there too, to soothe me :)

what is my BIGGGG problem? last year, i won 1 tender for government project in sri lanka. the project meant for opening ceremony which will be launch by Sri Lanka's president. somehow, the shipment delayed. and my client need the goods urgently otherwise their government will sue them which we also affected. taking the responsibility, we decided to send the goods by air. which the freight cost will be 10 times higher than sea freight which takes longer time. in the midst of mmmmm, the next thing i afraid to hear is, i fired you. somehow, they not. so, after i crack my head how we can complete the project before 1st Feb 2012, finally we did found solution and few choices. the next day, which today, i wrote an email, explained everything and made sincere apologize to them, we finally settle the thing. alhamdulillah.

the moral is, whenever you face big problem which is 'betul2' big problem which cause a million burnt of dollars, or anything considered BIG, do not do not do not give up and stop thinking. think about to resign. think to find new job. NEVER do that. there is a way. there must a way go out. don't trow your tantrum, don't cry, don't don't don't. you just have to step back, calm your self, and start find the root and write down any possible ways regardless any risk you will face. do not constraint your mind.pray to God.plus, having a lil chat with your love ones :)

anything you do, teacher, student, police etc, did your best. did your very best. and every obstacles you face, your self esteem become higher. do not afraid.

go go go go~

the engineers

welcome 2012

2012-01-03T00:20:00.000-08:00

mestilah gambar curi dari FB disebabkan ketidakhadiran diri ke majlis. keke.

salam :)

first, i would like to congratulate my so-called friend & senior, ahmad safiudin for your successful akad with your wife, anis akrimah :) wish you a happy marriage until jannah i'A and have a bless with zuriat(s) i'A. see, how Allah create our fate. its wonderful rite? and i am pretty sure you must be very happy and soothe with your life now. please ask anis to read my writing :) "anis, happy marriage and i am really happy for both of you. stay happy and young :)"

okay. tentang hal kedua, sekarang tiap2 hari pun fikir pasal hari besar sy pulak. and mister, bukan awk sorg je yg semangat ye. sy pun. so, lihat la hasil2 research sy nanti.keke.as planned, by february, baju nikah kene hntr jahit, borang2 nikah kene settle, kad kawen kene settle sketch. March, KENE pergi Matta Fair, mencri package honeymoon. mmg betul kata2 org berpengalaman, after tunang je, masa terus rasa sgt cepat. aha. dan duit makin cpt jgk mengalirnye. uhu.

ketiga, tentang cinta, *smile, seminggu sebelum engaged, mcm2 fitnah, mehnah, dugaan. seminggu before engaged jgk, telah hadiri interview, seminggu before engaged jgk, ku esyra hani & hafizudin telah memberi kata2 semangat utk kami berdua "dugaan bila jd tunangan org nie hebat" tp, entah la ye, mungkin kami kategori terbalik, after tunang tu jd harmoni je. alhamdulillah. tenang. happy and tenang and happy and tenang. paling penting, tenang. alhamdulillah. ibu & mak jgk sama2 setuju bahawa menguruskan hal tunang and kawen kami smooth shj. harap2, berlanjutan sampai ke alam perkahwinan.ameen. dan, kini, selain menyediakan hal fizikal ttg kawen, yg lebih penting adalah, menyediakan diri utk melayari alam perkahwinan itu sendiri. and how sweet you, mydear, when i called you last nite asking what are you doing then you replied "i'm reading a book, called, Indahnya Hidup Bersyariat'. *tumbs up :)

oh, happy new year everybody. new resolution for 2012 and a review about 2011. may the past keep you stronger and wise, and may the future brings the best of you. fighting2! berusaha!

lots of love,
linda

Edited photo by Annur Isfahani - The Photographer

2011-12-31T02:11:00.000-08:00

It should be 'Mohd Azmizan b. Sulaiman' sorry :)

The dais inspired from wedding by sher and, blue color is him definitely :)

From me: perfume-macaroon-tart in cupcake form-potpuri-sirih junjung-wajik,mknn traditional johor-buah buahan & chocs **maybe hani forgot about the cake :)

From him: chocs-buah buahan-kuih tart-perfume-homemade chocs-sirih junjung-chocs **kamu, nak saya gemuk ke mkn chocs byk2 :)

alhamdulillah, everyone happy :)

compiled pictures at the dais

is not edited. memang frame cermin di rumah saya ye :) hani shoot reflection. nice!

*update on the wedding: hantaran 60% settled.

**back to works now

***semoga jodoh ini panjang buat kami. ameen.

rush rush rush

2011-12-28T00:36:00.000-08:00

salam~
being a daughter to a business women, everything need to be plan early. when i told mum,about the engagement, she already rush to settle every single detail. Leave me only the hantaran, dais concept & attire (but, at last, she did involve on the attire too). Now, pertaining to the wedding, she want to handle it all. yes. all. leave me to choose the theme color & hantaran only. it is because everybody said my hantaran decor was brilliant ;) . its okay for me if my mom want to handle. as long as she's happy. but because we already tired handle the engagement our self, now mom hire a wedding planner to do it. since its mom & dad money, i just follow :). but the full quotation from them is not bad. why i said is not bad because, we did do simulation, gather all the quotation from every supplier (bridal, catering, canopy, PA system, photographer etc) and compare to this wedding planner quotation (all in), the cost went down few K's. and working to 1 person (the planner) much easier than working with many people (the supplier).

start busy!

25 Dec 2011

2011-12-26T17:22:00.000-08:00

an end to a single status, but, a new status coming out in a few months from this date
syukur~ everything went well. thank you dear, Mr. Mohd Azmizan.
Our journey just have to begin
more years to spend with
thank you :)

a day in December

2011-12-24T19:48:00.000-08:00

95% of the prep was done, and above is the hand bouquet~

Life as we live it

How often we must bear the challenges of life;
The endless roller coaster between happiness and sorrow;
The constant ups and downs of daily strife.
And always the question remains …. why?

Life is not an easy road for most;
It twists and turns with many forks in the road,
Although always, and inevitably, we are given a choice …

Do we turn to the right … or the left?
Do we take the high road … or the low road?
Do we take the easy path … or the difficult one?

Decisions are not easy for those struggling for direction …
And sometimes the many choices and signs become overwhelming.

While standing at a crossroads in life,
The urge is to take the most comfortable path;
The road with least resistance …
The shortest or most traveled route.

And yet, if we’ve been down that comfortable road before;
Have gleaned its lessons in life, and learned from our experiences;

Do we yet again follow the known?
Or does our destiny lie in another direction?

The fear of the road less traveled is tangible and all too real;
It manifests itself in many ways,
And tends to cloud the issues that might otherwise be clear.

It is in these times of confusion,
That we must seek peace and solitude;

Time to contemplate on our life,
Our experiences and our choices past;
Time to look back, and reflect on what we have learned
Without fear or confusion.

For only each of us knows our own personal thoughts;
Our unique past and personal history;
The experiences that brought us to the crossroads we now face.

We can always learn a small degree from others experiences,
And yet … no one person can walk in our shoes,
Others know not, the trials and tribulations faced in private …

For each is individual … unique … and personal.

And that is why … while standing at a crossroads,
Only “we” can formulate the decision for ourselves;
The true direction that lies within;
The choices we must deliberate on with clarity and wisdom.

For it is only through personal reflection,
That we can now choose our destiny;
… Our next adventure;
… And the future we will embrace.

*copied from Sarah.

**remember, life is a constant struggle. nothing to afraid of.

***Let Allah decide it for you. He knows the best. if this tied good for me, it will happen, if not, He knows the best ;)

excitement~

2011-12-16T01:53:00.000-08:00

the hand bouquet made by miss lavender (Lavender Shop, Gombak)

pink & cream

everything settled..alhamdulillah..can proudly said i did it 100%.

Love comes to those who still hope although they've been disappointed, to those who still believe although they've been betrayed, to those who still love although they've been hurt before

and the time almost comes to reality, the hope, the patience, the prayers, the bless, the trust, and what more, it can't describe into words neither to body language, it only can be feel by those who honestly love without any lies.

i love you till someday, the Creator take it from me. lets grow old together mister :)

Alhamdulillah~

the wedding update

2011-12-13T20:47:00.000-08:00

salam. a very good day :)
berminggu2 yang lepas, telah menghadiri majlis perkahwinan sepupu. first was Shakirah & Imran, second was Shaha & Ahmad. coming up is Baizura dan siti rabizah. seperti biasa, masih tidak ketinggalan mana2 majlis. alhamdulillah. so, let the pictures do the talk;

Shakirah & Imran, together with yana and my sleepy face -_-

Sharifah Fashaha @ shaha & Ahmad, he can speak Arab FLUENTLY ;)

ressa & adif, the apples of my eyes ;)

me & ressa, "why this one like this? why that one like that? why? why?" - sgt byk why utk di jwb di situ.huhuhu.

Another 2 weddings coming up. and one of my friend said " baju cream tu mcm uniform hadiri majlis kawen org ek?" yes it is kwn2.huhuhu. you might see i'm wearing this 'uniform' until end of this year only. next year ad uniform baru.hehe.

remember, life is a constant change and it is not permanent. Live your life to the happy extend :)

something you might need to know...

2011-12-01T01:39:00.000-08:00

save our money!

open your eyes young Malaysian - Part 2

2011-12-01T00:31:00.000-08:00

continue...

last 2 weeks, i went to this x company with my company director. the x company was belong to Bank Negara (wholly owned company by Bank Negara). together, me and my director having big discussion on corruption while waiting for one IR there. jijik! i feel ashamed for you (all the minister yg menyeleweng duit rakyat). its not about RM1K,2K atau ratus ribu. its million!! fitnah itu lebih teruk. saya tahu. but, its clearly stated when the auditor general report 2010 keluar. so, siapa yg buat fitnah? ketua audit negara? mmm. when last time government announce to extent umur pencen, i didn't really take pot. but my director ask me "linda, could you tell me, why it need to be extent?" i do not know. but got logic behind it. ada siapa2 tahu duit KWSP kite tu selamat ke x?? did you know EPF loan OUR money without jaminan kerajaan?? siapa yg luluskan? oh man. please. wash your dirty hand before its to late. my director joke, "the extent just a reason utk kite keluarkan duit kwsp kite lambat.mungkin xda duit dah" i know its serious JOKE. then he added "what ever age you want to extent, by 55 yrs old, i want my money!" its true. itu duit kite. titik peluh kite setelah bertahun bekerja. bukak mata besar2 rakyat malaysia. if you ask me, sy sokong pembangkang i would say no. but is i vote for BN, NO also. for me, i do not like sesuatu party memerintah terlalu lama. jika mereka memerintah terlalu lama, kroni, penyelewangan, akan berleluasa. i am sure if BA win coming election, in 5 years, mereka akan bagus. but see in 10 years or more. same as BN also. we need check and balance. xperlu KEBAL. later will have same report 'perbadanan fidlot national seleweng wang rakyat'

so, the episode never end...

guys, do read general report 2010.. you will be sakit hati like me. i want a save money in my simpanan KWSP. kalau i nak untung, i do not need to simpan at KWSP, i open ASB, PELABURAN. apa yg saya simpan, beri jumlah yang sama sudah memadai..please..wash your dirty hands sir...

do read this. atau boleh google "laporan ketua audit negara 2010"

The Beauty of Jannah

2011-11-30T01:53:00.001-08:00

See you there sisters!! tomorrow event;
Venue: Masjid Saidina Abu Bakar As-Siddiq, Bangsar
at 8 p.m to 10 p.m i'A..

**i am superbusy.
***oh, December, a month of love.alhamdulillah, preparation went so well.
****get ready for interview on 19-12-11.

Allah, hold me tights. and have i yet told you how much i love you ;)
salam..

open your eyes young Malaysian

2011-11-17T21:02:00.001-08:00

Another 'true' story...(sick of them!)

Regarding the NFC issue, is said that, Shahrizat influence on 'manupulating' dana kerajaan, 250M! isk, agak2 la kan....God knows better...(sakit hati!)

***temubual bersama Datuk Seri Dr Salleh Ismail (NFC chairman and also the husband of Women, Family and Community Development Minister Datuk Seri Shahrizat Abdul Jalil)

Question: Your family's name has been smeared.. Are you angry?

Answer: I am not angry because his (Parti Keadilan Rakyat strategy director Rafizi Ramli) allegations are not true.

But I am sad because everyone believes them. Rafizi has made allegations. I pity him. His intentions are not good. We do not even know him. In fact, we were surprised.

But we know it is a political ploy because we have not failed in our business. The first year, we were struggling to find the right people to sell us cattle... in Australia and other countries, marketing experts, and all the know-how. We are new. The second year, we kicked off the project and the third year we are doing a lot better.

Anyone knows that for any big business, the first two years are difficult. But with proper planning and strategies, the third year onwards, there are profits to be shown.

Question: Who leaked out the details?

Answer: Two of my high ranking staff. One resigned two weeks' ago, taking with him a thumbdrive that had half the details. The other resigned about few months ago. We have made police reports against them.

We noticed that the thumbdrive was missing only on Tuesday. The two of them have only half the information that is why they told the opposition half the story.

Question: Will you sue PKR over the allegations?

Answer: I will sit with my family to discuss. I think we have to think a lot. Consult our lawyer (Datuk Seri Shafee Abdullah). My family will discuss the issue first.

Actually, I don't feel anything towards Rafizi over all his statements. But if they continue, we will re-look the situation.

Salleh was also asked to comment on a range of other allegations thrown at him and his family concerning the NFC.

Allegation one: On the acquisition of a condominium in One Menerung, Bangsar, amounting to RM13.8 million, the opposition had claimed: "The total value of the luxury condominium was RM9.8 million. It has nothing to do with feedlots."

Answer: We bought two units. Not one. The acquisition of the condos was a commercial decision exercised by the board of directors to hedge unutilised funds for the abattoir project, which was delayed through no fault of NFC. Leaving the funds in fixed deposits would be less controversial but would not give the company the necessary yield for funds of this size.

Firstly, the condos were bought at a 20 per cent discount and had a guaranteed rental of RM30,000 per month, all of which is credited to the NFC group.

Assuming the RM13.8 million was put into an FD at 2.75 per cent interest a year, this would yield RM379,500. Just rental at RM30,000 a month would yield RM360,000 (a year).

Since the property was bought at 20 per cent below market value, assuming it is resold at market price, an additional RM2.76 million would be added to the value, plus one year rental of RM360,000. The profit will come to RM3.12 million. This will bring 22.6 per cent yield instead of the 2.75 per cent.

The purpose of the loan was undoubtedly for cattle farming and infrastructure. Therefore, buying the condos was a departure from the purpose of the loan.

But since the properties are kept under the name and books of the company, it is simply a matter of converting the property back into cash at a desired profit.

Allegation two: "Our society has evolved in recent years that it is no longer acceptable that a minister can easily secure a RM250 million soft loan and a vast tract of land when there are thousands of more experienced breeders who could qualify for such a grant."

Answer: NFC received a loan of RM250 million and not a grant. This loan must be repaid as any commercial loan, though certain concessions are given.

The balance of factors must be seen for NFC's social obligations to create "contract farming" for the Malaysian industry, which is not necessarily profitable for NFC. This social obligation or national obligation must be also considered as a basis for certain friendly concessions granted in the whole scheme of things.

Allegation three: Travelling expenses amounting to RM827,579 when only 1,618 cattle were slaughtered two years ago. This means travelling expenses per cattle was RM511, amounting to 11 per cent of the RM4,481 price per cattle.

Answer: The RM827,000 is only about 0.3 per cent of the RM250 million, which is a very small amount of the project value.

In the initial stage of NFC, it is obvious that NFC's management would be travelling to and fro to Australia to meet consultants and for purchasing cattle. This expenditure was expected and budgeted. The choice of words such as study visits is deliberately mischievous as it connotes "frivolous holidaying" as opposed to working trips.

Allegation four: The tabloid Sinar Harian reported on Nov 14 that Rafizi had met officers from the Agriculture and Agro-based Industry Ministry who had objected to the project as early as 2006. However, these officers were helpless in voicing out their opinions when decisions were made by those above them.

Answer: NFC wasn't in existence in 2006 and if their objection lies squarely in the viability of the project, then there should not be so much reference to the personalities, but more reference to the project viability.

This is clearly an attack against the minister and her family. The opposition has its own objectives.

Allegation five: The price per head of cattle is RM4,500 but the price for cows in Malaysia is known to be RM2,500 to RM2,700.

Answer: Malaysian cows weigh about 300kg while those fed by us weigh double. There is 65 per cent meat compared with 40 to 45 per cent in local cows.

Furthermore, we sell meat as opposed to cattle. It is not a fair comparison.

p/s: to be continue.....i wanted to write up about 'these' political people yg...man! open your eyes young Malaysian!

faster-faster

2011-11-09T19:43:00.000-08:00

27 may 2011 - malam nikah Din & Esyra

Christmas, please come faster, aihh xlarat la dgn symptom clock9 ni. Oh, today is ku esyra hani birthday. and scan shows that they will have a hero. and i just want to share, on the raya haji, always, very tired. menolong ibu memasak. end up, i'll only take a shower at nearly 2p.m. i feel tired inside out (pre-menses symptom), emosi ke laut nuuu. then after take shower, then solat zuhur. despite the same feeling as normal pray, i turn out to have no feeling means empty. semasa bersolat tu keep on saying, i'll leave it all to You. my heart is belong to You. then tdo (bagus sgt la anak dara raya2 tdo) bangun tdo, barulah teringat hp. guess, the appeared missed call name was the name that never came across my mind - 'mak'. i was so surprised because there were 2 missed call from mak. first i call azmizan, whether he talk to mak already ke. and then barulah call mak. oh, suara yg dirindui. i am a crybaby.keke. she just complaining about me, sbb tak kol dia dah lama. and indeed, it is my mistake. hu. Allah just calm me in the way that i am totally not expected.

**ahhh, tak suka nye symptom2 pre-menses. aigooo.kamu, bersabar la byk2 ye. bak kata penceramah kursus, kesefahaman and tolak ansur itu penting.wink.

Jangan bersedih, sesungguhnya Allah bersama kita!

2011-11-09T02:34:00.000-08:00

**started to have dream...to sit in Dr Asri's kuliyyah...

berita terkini

2011-11-08T19:22:00.000-08:00

saya suka kan drive pagi2 ke tempat kerja sambil mendengar hotfm a.m crew. mmg topik2 selalunya sgt mencuit hati. seperti semalam, topiknya "ap yang akan berlaku kepada anda pada tarikh 11.11.11" kemudian ada satu responden nie telifon "saya berkenalan pada 6.6.2006. saya bertunang pada 7.7.2007. pada mulanya nak kawen pada 8.8.2008. tp sbb dah gatal, terkawen pada 29.2.2008 (tahun ganjil tu!). dan mengikut perkiraan kalender cina, persenyawaan yg berlaku pada tarikh 11.11.11, ada high chance untuk dapat anak lelaki" kemudian dia menambah "farah (farah fauzana), cepat-cepatla bersenyawa" LOL. mmg tergelak sorg2 dlm kereta.huhuhu.

perkara pertama masuk ofis;

bukak outlook, baca2 email kerja.
bukak yahoo mail, baca2 email personal.
bukak kosmo, baca2 berita terkini

dan hari ni, di antara berita sensasi;

mesin ATM di curi. mesin ATM ye. sebuah mesin ATM dicuri! dulu2 curi dompet je. la ni curi mesin ATM terus. kagum2.
pelajar perubatan malaysia di indonesia telah mati dikelar menggunakan pisau di leher. hmm. beware and take care.
perkerja di malaysia majoriti kerja lebih dari 8 jam. for SURE!

sekian. oh, saya mengoogle tentang wardina, dan terjumpa video ini. sgt kiut kak dina nie bila tersalah cakap :)

i just love wedding

2011-11-07T19:40:00.000-08:00

i am a women. i am very into wedding thingy. perhaps i should resign and start a wedding business with afifah. yes. i just love anything about wedding. and maybe it sounds stupid. you have your right to say that. no worries. so, back to our topic, i have this dream to have a simple wedding but yet so calm and pleasant. everybody comes celebrate me, chit-chatting, laughing, take thousand of pictures. my imagination is beyond my world. i like pastel. i like to organize things to my way. i love planning it. so, there are pictures that running in my mind these days :)

and i joked with ibu, said "ibu, can i have 1 attire only?" "no, you need at least 3" bahahaha. mum will always be mum :)

**in a day i post 3 entries, it just because I'm bored in my office.hu. and waiting esyra to ym-ing me or farah adibah to skype-ing with me or at least MSN-ing with nik iryani talk about what to lunch later

bertanyalah pada yang tahu

2011-11-07T19:30:00.000-08:00

dalam perjalanan pulang dari mendengar ceramah di masjid yang berhampiran, din mengambil kesempatan untuk mengenakan kawan baiknya, shams.
din: weyh, shams. (tersengih-sengih)
shams: hang ni duk weyh-weyh tak leh ka panggil aku elok-elok?
din: baiklah ustaz shams.
shams: haa.. kan sedap sikit telinga aku dengaq. awatnya? duk tersengih-sengih dari tadi. nak pinjam keta aku lagi la tuh. tak cukup lagi ka yang hang bagi jahanam ritu?
din: amboi shams, berapi hang perli. aku bukan nak pinjam keta la. aku nak tanya hang something pasai ceramah tadi.
shams: apa dia?
din: tadi ustaz tu cakap semua benda ada dalam al-quran. dari sekecik-kecik benda sampai sebesaq-besaq benda. betui ka?
shams: dah ustaz cakap gitu, betui la. hang tak percaya ka?
din: tu aku nak tanya hang ni. kalau betui la, cara buat kasut pun ada dalam al-quran?
shams: ada. esok hang cuti kan? ikut aku. aku tunjuk kat hang.
din: kata ada dalam al-quran. tengok quran ja la. kat rumah tu kan ada quran.
shams: kalau hang nak tau hang ikut aku. tak yah duk cakap banyak. aku akan buktikan yang ustaz tu cakap betui
keesokkan harinya...
shams: ok, dah sampai. hang ikut ja dan tengok. tak yah duk cakap banyak.
din: ni kedai capal. awat kat sini? aku cuma mintak dalil quran ja.
shams: aku nak tunjuk la ni (sambil menunjukkan al-quran terjemahan pada din). apa kata hang senyap sat.
din: ok.
shams: (menyoal pada seorang pekerja di situ) pak cik, tolong habaq sat kat kawan saya ni cara-cara nak buat capal ni. dia teringin sangat nak tau.
pak cik: (menerangkan satu persatu cara pembuatan capal)
shams: terima kasih pak cik.
din: apa ni shams.aku mintak hang bagi dalil quran. dah hang tanya orang yang buat, mesti la dia tau cara nak buat.
shams: haa.. tu la jawapan yang quran bagi untuk soalan hang semalam. tengok ni (sambil menunjuk terjemahan ayat al-quran surah an-nahl ayat 43), "maka bertanyalah kepada orang yang mempunyai pengetahuan jika kamu tidak mengetahui".
din: errr..tq. pak cik, saya nak beli capal ni satu. cantik gak ni. boleh buat pakai raya. (sambil cover malu).

work work work

2011-11-07T18:08:00.000-08:00

i work in air-con industry which i never learn any particular subject back in my Uni level. cut it short, every morning, we have our 'mini class' conducted by our superior. so, any topic related to air-con will be debated. Last week, there is 1 issue caught my intention. Did you guys know Maldives islands are sinking? Yes, it is. The possibility of sinking of Maldives was ascertained by the 2004 tsunami, which swept across these low-lying islands with immense ease.

What is the connection with ME? yes me!! the sinking is the effect of global warming. did you know what causes global warming? the answer: the rise of greenhouse gasses. one of the gasses is contribute by refrigerant. refrigerant is a type of coolant that cooled the air (nama pun aircon kan, mesti la produce cool air).

so, as part of human nations, a being, the scientist keep do some research to compose new material which can lessen the global warming effect. so do us. the government policy is changed. any manufacturer that applied this 'green environment' rules, will have advantage. the duty lesser. they issue certificate for us. and what more. and 1 of the key sales tools is, you may talk about 'green, green, green, efficient, efficient, efficient' to the owner :) me being a sales engineer. kdg2 mcm sales girl jugak pun ada. hu.

so, moral, our world now is damn sick! do any little act that can saves it. may our super grand child could at least have opportunity to sea a tree or a fish :)

end of Oct'11

2011-10-30T23:59:00.000-07:00

29th Oct 11'

"isteri yg terbaik itu adalah isteri yg apabila suami melihat dia, maka dgn serta merta bahagia hati suaminya"

walaupun belum berkahwin, mungkin agak relevant utk berckp sedikit petua hubungan suami-isteri.huh?! keke. wahai para2 isteri, jika kamu merasakan suami kamu tidak lagi membahagiakan kamu seperti di alam percintaan, bykkan lah berdoa "Ya Allah, jdkan lah aku redha terhadap segala kekurangan suamiku, jdkan lah dia jodoh terbaikku & permudahkan lah jodoh ini buatku"

suami itu adalah rahmat tuhan yang sangat special buat kamu krn hanya DIA shj yg tahu rahsia itu. lihat tu, sgt special kn. tiada siapa yg tahu rahsia jodoh tu melainkan DIA kn? jdnya, jika kamu berasa hati, terkecil hati, ingat lah banyak2 yg kamu keluh itu adalah merupakan hadiah dan rahmat Allah terunggul buat kamu. tidak akan ada lelaki lain yg lebih unggul drnya. hanya sangkaan kite shj bahawa knp husband kite mcm tu, mcm ni :)

"semoga jodoh ini panjang buatku...ameen"

**ayat org baru balik kursus
***small cottage ini akan menjadi lembaran perjalanan saya. detik2 penting dalam hidup saya. harap semuanya menyokong dan memahami symptom clock9 saya :)

berkursus

2011-10-26T19:02:00.000-07:00

Masjid Negara 8th Oct 11'

will be there again..tetapi kali ini bukan sekadar berhenti untuk solat, tetapi berkursus ;') (airmata kesyukuran)

just entered an-nisa', juz 5 (Tafsir), i love the surah, dekat di hati..

O mankind, fear your Lord, who created you from one soul and created from it its mate and dispersed from both of them many men and women. And fear Allah , through whom you ask one another, and the wombs. Indeed Allah is ever, over you, an Observer (4:1)

semakin mengerti tentang 'yakin' & 'takut', semakin mengerti tentang 'Yang Maha Melihat' 'Yang Maha Besar'. semakin mengerti perihal matlamat hidup di dunia. ya, semakin...bermakna masih belajar untuk menjd 'telah tahu'..ameen..

happy birthday

2011-10-23T19:38:00.000-07:00

*slap me plz...aha.

after 12 years, this year are completely strange.COMPLETELY. i just totally blank when azmizan told me your birthday just passed. huh?! am i insane? i just met you on the other day which a day later after your birthday anddddddddd without noticing its your birthday yesterday. and instead you bought me a scarf.where am i? a different time zone?so, cut it short, i am truly sorry for naive-li forgot about your 24 years-day in this world. ahh *slap.

annur,
you are the most trusted person i ever know. indeed, you are just like my heart store keeper. and inch, or millimeter inside it, I'd share it with you. You are an angel guardian to me. every drop of my tears, you reminds me that Allah never let me down. a million thanks for that reminder. dearly friend, may He grant you a paradise, may you become a successful business women, a great teacher. i just love the way Allah connecting us. sanah helwa!

until then, salam.ooo, terima kasih untuk tudung tu, feels that i am back to basic ;)

izzati's convo day & met baby girls

2011-10-16T18:27:00.000-07:00

UPM convocation

a 23 yrs old housemate

Izzati & Heri

Izzati's family (oh currently, umi die pun tinggal sekali dgn kami)

reminiscing the old days

they shout 'cik lindaaaaaaaa' and i just love the kedah accent. admit it :)

sunday, was izzati's convocation day. so, there i am. celebrate her. oh, a brief about the convo, i guess, mine was super best. USM tetap di hati :) .after that, kak ema called, bgt die dah sampai subang, and finally i met my baby girls & a hero, tp hero nangis je la malam tu. meninggalkan anda dgn some good words;

"Life is too short to start your day with broken pieces of yesterday, it will definitely destroy your wonderful today and ruin your great tomorrow" : pink-backpack

welcome October

2011-10-09T20:00:00.000-07:00

so, its october now.

this morning, i found many goods,encouraging words, and learn many good view. Its been awhile i am not writing any topics related about relationship. tsk tsk tsk. because i found myself more mature right now ;) after read thru other people view, esp the 'religious' married couple, somehow i know, despite all his flaws, i manage to 'suit' myself into that flaws. after all, nobody is perfect. it is important to find the center point and make it parallel and series as long as you can. if he make mistake or hurt you, align back your mind, is that you are so perfect? never hurt him? just forget it and let it go. and trust is the objective noun that you yourself may find the percentage. each and every single living things have their own unique DNA. and comparing yourself with other, just make it worst.

and below, is the items for the journey soon to begin. may this direction i choose, brings me closer to the creator and make me a better person. inshaAllah...

Picture source : AdlanKhalidi

september end..

2011-09-27T19:58:00.000-07:00

annur, she's my girl BUT don't have time for me after have nabil (ayat controversy tak annur?)

how i love this relationship so much!

me & nisa

September will end in few days, the nervousness become greater..wuhuuu..

Last weekend went to my hun open hse. Great relieved that she smile and not sakit hati with me after I being ignorant of her big crisis. Thanks to God that she looks okay and quite happy oldo still can smell the tears -_-.

My frenlist become longer nowdays..so, meet my new fren, nisa.(annur, please noted that she is NOT my hsmate! Don’t act like you update everything about me. hehe. cheeky.). knowing her accidentally? Or by fated? Wuuhuuu. Die tunang fizi, which is azmizan’s colleague. No. officemate. Or company mate?. Whatsoever la. And we become frens.yea! and because kami shared same birthday month, jdnya, sgt byk persamaan. Yeay too.

Meninggalkan kamu semua dgn good words;

I’ve entered Carrier Company and become the only one Bumiputra manager. After few years later, i become Carrier second man. When I entered the company, the sales are around xxmillion. But when I left, the sales are around xxxmillion. The point is, Malays can success only thing you must have is determination to achieve your dream. Don’t jump from one company to another. Your salary increased, but there is no satisfaction in there. Work really hard, by the time you close your business deals, great satisfaction there. Work hard young girl!

Quote from my client when we have lunch together. He is such an inspiration to me. Work hard!

**the 'wuuhuuu' thingy i get it from my monday couple, mr kang gary. tontonla running man.wuuuhuuu~

hewhewhew

2011-09-22T20:50:00.000-07:00

oh lapar..

td went thru blog Hanis Zalikha. Oh rasa die telah membuat 1 entry yg sgt bagus. sgt boleh dipelajari. here!

shud i take out the banner??hehe.maybe no la since already put there. But benda yg sy telah belajar this past 6 months, JANGAN LA bercerita terlalu-lalu ttg pasangan kite.mungkin opinion saya shj.tp rasanye ad betul.sbb, this past few months, apabila tidak bercerite byk, problem become lesser. it is really true. and i did learn from you sajidah. infact i really want to know what is it eizaz calling you?bidadari?ratu?sayang?honey?hehehe.things more private become more interesting isn't it? :)

jangan tersinggung. semua org ad hak kan. so its your pleasure, anything you want to write. yes, nothing wrong and nothing right as well. It is only we know ourself and what we want to share to the viewers. hidup la blogspot!

goal attacker's nikah

2011-09-19T02:30:00.000-07:00

my goal attacker in netball, siti rabizah's solemnization day
wish you a very good life after this
how much we love this relationship
eternally
oh, p/s: hg xmai johor aku nikah, siap! ke Pendang pun sanggup keredah ni.

part paling best pergi kenduri kawen ialah.......mini gathering
ah, time ini la nak tahu update diri masing2
oh masa, begitu pantas kamu
and i love this relationship too
eternally

**seni fotografi sendiri tidak canggih, jd memerlukan seni org lain utk ditempel di sini. sila like di FB.

Refreshing notes & Reminder

2011-09-08T20:56:00.000-07:00

i stumbled upon 1 conversation with nik iryani. made me want to read something refreshing for my iman. and the best referer was my fren, sajidah. i refer back to the old blog and find few posts that calm me. and may the soothe feeling give some tokens to the writer :)

1. Mencari cinta

2. A quote

3. Boleh ke bersanding?

slow down.slow down. i'm not getting married yet. but knowledge is universal right. we need it whenever, wherever or whoever.

salam~

a tribute

2011-09-06T02:21:00.000-07:00

hun, you might read my writings, it is for you...[i know you called me many times, but i am too busy to entertain you.i am truly deep sorry...]

when i read your tumblr...a fresh start..

Dear Allah. Today I really want to thank you, for giving me this beautiful life, this experience of joy, pain, sadness, there is nothing I could ask for more, and when my time comes, I know in my heart that you will be with me. Amin

i know, it is hard. knowing it make it thousands harder. looking at you right now, and put me into the same shoes, oh. i hope it is not happen to me. simply because i'm not strong.

hun, Allah is saving you for the best. he's filthy for you. and God shows you the truth. he is filthy. Life is not about to find answer. life is about to put your 100% trust on Allah. He's knowing and loving. may i learn something from you. ameen.

And seek forgiveness of Allah . Indeed, Allah is ever Forgiving and Merciful [4.106]

And do not argue on behalf of those who deceive themselves. Indeed, Allah loves not one who is a habitually sinful deceiver. [4.107]

Give tidings to the hypocrites that there is for them a painful punishment [4.138]
An-nisa

what hypocrite means?
when you speaks, you speaks lies
when you promise, you breaks it
when you is trusted, you betrays the trust

p/s: be strong girl. i'll belanja you some takoyaki.sedapnyeee.

selamat hari raya

2011-09-02T01:44:00.000-07:00

ayah's big girl

selamat hari raya
maaf zahir dan batin

ramadhan yg pasti dirindui dan diingati~
alhamdulillah

zakat

2011-08-25T18:44:00.000-07:00

finally, Dr.MAZA drpd minda.tajdid wrote about it!

ish.berapa billion RM dlm acc majlis zakat?berapa ramai pulak fakir miskin? -_-

politic..sounds?

2011-08-21T23:02:00.000-07:00

secara jujur, seingat2nya, i nvr met any politician. seingat2 la.mungkin ad.tp dah lupa. but then, berkesempatan melihat presiden PKR, anwar's wife.

to be honest, i am pro mahathir. please note ONLY mahathir. sbbnya, no offense, linda membesar di zmn pemerintahan beliau. so, ideologi tu dah jd DNA dlm tubuh. and please, jgn ego, admit that mahathir has done something to our country. like it or not, kuasa kebal diraja hapus dlm era mahathir, a good one. then, all the infrastructure, a good one. and one thing a very good one, hasmah doesn't have 7.2 million rings :)

so, after the mahathir era, linda dah xikuti pun pekembangan politik. abdullah? najib? mmm. i've lost my hope to this barisan nasional. and anwar? i didn't know him very well. but, ya, azmizan is pro-anwar. so, kind like influence me also.huuu.

anyhow, my point, i think malaysian needs new scenario. where the citizen have their rights:

JGN GUNA DUIT TAX kami sesuka hati!
clean election!
more and more peluang pekerjaan.
and PLEASE jgn la ad jurg perkauman! sy nak hidup aman damai.
no rasuah!!!
xda campur tangan pihak berkuasa dlm hal perundangan!
arghhh, byk lg.dah mcm tuntutan bersih3.0 pulak nnti. -_-

tak kesah la kamu pemimpin barisan mn2, BUT, bottom, please, tolong jlnkan amanah tanggungjwb dgn jujur.

p/s: lg 1 , somebody, please do something with our majlis zakat!!geramnye!

an inspiration - wardina safiyyah

2011-08-18T21:40:00.000-07:00

Islam is not about ‘we’re better than you’. Islam is about ‘let me show you something that is better for you’.

- Nouman Ali Khan

kisah puasa

2011-08-15T02:26:00.000-07:00

speeding at the guthrie highway....130..140...
oh no, i'm late!!!
'phone ringing'
"linda, boss here (my boss) where are you???"
"in the carpark. looking for parking lot" the truth: just arrive at the traffic light.another 4 km.
120......
with the laptop, with all the documents (jurutera kan. ehem. no. im not. i am general worker.semua pun buat.huh.)
berlari2 anak looking for the guard
"pak cik, kat mana coffee bean?"
...................PAUSE disitu.............................

okay rewind:
"pak cik, kat mana coffee bean?" politely.
dgn mata penuh terjegil. sambil mengurut dada
"KAN BULAN PUASA!!!" free kene marah depan org.haih.

"no.no.no.bukan.bukan.bukan.saya nak jumpa client dekat situ.pak cik jangan salah anggap"
dlm hati: kamu patut bersangka baik pakcik *sedih

(then he's looking at all my things.tgn kanan laptop.tgn kiri document2.yg sgt byk.)
pak cik:oh.maaf.cik terus.dekat hujung sana.
.......................................................................

i'm sad!
first, kene mrh because of cbjkdbdksdjabfd.huh.did i look like i'm wearing skirt with red hairs?! and smoking?! EVEN if someone do look like that, shud you talk like that to them?sgt tidak beradab la pak cik. mcm mn org nak dekati islam mcm nie.yg hanyut terus hanyut.yg baik terus baik.haih.okay.because it is ramadhan, i forgive you to earn more good deeds :).lain kali jgn buat mcm tu ye pak cik guard.
second: i lost that project! (adakah sbb xlayan die minum dekat coffee bean atau bwk ke starbucks atau ke TGI atau ke KFC pun.okay lapar.istighfar linda)

sekian.

Day 7

2011-08-08T02:14:00.000-07:00

Cerita Lailatul Qadar

Disebalik kisah adanya lailatul Qadar, yang amalan pada malam itu bersamaan amalan 1000 bulan.

berkata Nabi Muhammad kpd Allah s.w.t:

Bagaimana umatku mahu challenge ibadah umat2 nabi yg terdahulu jika umur umatku singkat tidak seperti umat2 nabi2 terdahulu?

Sejarah menceritakan bahawa umat nabi Musa sebagai contoh, mencecah 200 tahun. tetapi umat Nabi Muhammad average 60-70 tahun sahaja. Nabi Muhammad sendiri wafat pada usia 63 tahun. Begitu juga Umar Al-Khatab di tikam di dlm masjid Nabawi pada usia 63 tahun oleh lelaki Majusi. Begitu juga menantu Nabi Muhammad, Saidina Ali juga di bunuh pada usia 63 tahun oleh seorg pemberontak.

Jadi bagaimana ibadah seorg hamba yang hanya mampu hidup 60-70 tahun average hendak dibandingkan dengan ibadah hamba yang hidup 200 tahun lebih??

Maka Allah Yang Maha Adil memperkenankan permintaan baginda rasul dengan mengurniakan umat Nabi Muhammad malam lailatul Qadar. Dimana amalan pada malam itu bersamaan amalan 1000 bulan. Secara math, 1000 bulan itu bersamaan 83 tahun. So 60+83=143 @ 70+83=153 tahun.

Cerita Terawikh

Tahukah kamu pada bulan selain Ramadhan, untuk mengerjakan qiamulail, disunatkan kite untuk tidur dahulu. TETAPI! istimewanya Ramadhan, kite tidak disunatkan untuk tidur dahulu. sebaik sahaja selesai solat ba'diah isya', kite boleh terus qiamulail=solat terawikh dan witir. Belum ada lagi kat masjid2 imam akan cakap "okay, para jemaah, kite tidur dulu sebelum solat terawikh" belum ada lagi :)

DAN, untuk mendapat markah penuh qiamulail/terawikh, kite hendaklah selesai bersama2 imam! krn kebiasaan penduduk Malaysia nie, qiamulail sudah dipackagekan. yakni, terawikh+witir. Jadi kite kene mengikut kebiasaan [maaf.my bad, terlupa nak catat hadith tu]. tetapi bg penduduk timur tengah, kebiasaan mereka, witir bersendirian di rumah. Nabi juga witir bersendirian di rumah.

So, krn kebiasaan di Malaysia qiamulail itu sudah dipackagekan, untuk mendpt markah penuh, baik lah kite selesai bersama2 imam. jgn la lepas rakaat ke-8 terus balik nk witir di rumah. Boleh kira dgn jari, siapa yg betul2 balik dan berwitir :)

last, seeloknya selesai solat isya', dituntut [pahalanya menyamai solat fardhu] untuk kite solat ba'diah isya'. ia adalah solat sunat yang sangat2 dituntut. ditambah lagi pada bulan ramadhan yang pahalanya, DIGANDAKAN. gandaan yang bagaimana? Hanya Allah berhak menentukan gandaan nya.

**INGAT! ramadhan ini bulan mendidik nafsu krn syaitan sudah diikat. sekali kite malas. kite bangun. dua kali kite malas, kite bangun. namapun mendidik. tak kan mungkin seorang kanak2 pandai menulis roti murtabak, kalau kite tak DIDIK dia dari kecil. so, 29@30 hr nie, berusahalan didik hati kite. GO GO!

update babies

2011-08-01T20:45:00.000-07:00

:)

bila linda type my love, ku esyra hani , i already knew about the pregnancy. instinct :) . But, i wanna esyra announce the very special news herself ever since she was so excited. Din too.

since die already bgt kwn2 rapat ttg the very good news, here officially i let you know, our love ones having baby!!!! 1 cm?subhanAllah..amazing!

perhaps more to come after lil majdiyya.

dear esyra, i'm so excited. linda saksikan perjalanan kisah cinta esyra & din coincidentally. then, be your bridesmaids. even your first nite with me! no offense din. you have her now :) may your baby and you healthy. everything okay. take care.a very good care. as promise, sooooooon we'll meet you.

In the name of Allah , the Entirely Merciful, the Especially Merciful
[All] praise is [due] to Allah , Lord of the worlds -
The Entirely Merciful, the Especially Merciful,
Sovereign of the Day of Recompense.
It is You we worship and You we ask for help.
Guide us to the straight path -
The path of those upon whom You have bestowed favor, not of those who have evoked [Your] anger or of those who are astray.

perkenankanlah..

new house

2011-07-31T19:46:00.000-07:00

salam ramadhan

apparently sudah 2 malam tinggal di rumah baru
1 word...syukur!
the house was fantastic.super fantastic.
and the hsemate, even more xcvjdnvdfbvklmisd! can't describe.
AWESOME!
named izzati. she's 23rd. but i'm hepi she just called me linda.no 'kak'.rasa begitu sebaya.hee.
we just met in 1 hour time, after that we spent the whole day TOGETHER.
itulah dinamakan instantly clicked!
we went to tesco,giant,mydin named it.the whole shah alam.
i'm blessed. alhamdulillah.

bila tayar keta pecah, zati help me a LOT.
then pg2, sweet je masak sahur utk linda
bila pukul 8 , from downstairs, die jerit:
"linda, nak pergi keje sama2 x?"
me "eh?"
zati "no.zati follow. in case tayar buat hal lg"

zati, jgn la manis sgt.nnti linda kene diabetes.

um.oh.may this ramadhan brings thousand barakah for all.brings calm. brings happiness. renew our iman.vanish all the sins.dan menyediakan kite ke alam yg lebih sempurna.ameen.

The Festival of Worship

2011-07-28T03:38:00.000-07:00

suka kamu berdua
great vlog
selamat berpuasa. mari kite berganda!

my love, ku esyra hani

2011-07-22T00:51:00.000-07:00

edited....

me : hai cik kak, sihat? lama xdengar khabar..

love : hehehe...sihat.....tahu2 je linda nie..

me : instinct, itu menunjukkan linda sgt syg esyra.ada telepathy.

love : mak esyra asyik ckp pasal linda je.

me : we'll meet you soon i'A. take a very good care okay.

love : you too. miss.

me : miss u too.xoxo.bye.

**how fast the time had passed these days.
***oh rindu baby majdiyya. mummy jida, please snap more pictures of our princess! perhaps u may put inside our secret garden :)

syaaban & ramadhan

2011-07-19T23:45:00.000-07:00

hepi becoming birthday to both of us
now i remember, its 20 syaaban :)

harry porter

2011-07-17T18:56:00.000-07:00

satisfied ending
well done to the team
hermione , harry & ron
11 tahun hidup dalam saga epic harry potter
the tag line..finally "it all ends"

realms of constant change

2011-06-29T18:45:00.000-07:00

I know it has been quite sometime....

i know i shouldn't have swam up the surface...

i should have continued on diving ...but i needed air....

i missed the beauty down under again....

i miss the peace, the beauty and the tranquility...

forgive me....im only human.....

forgive me... forgive me...forgive me....

here

i dunno whether wardina wrote it. i dunno. but every words got their own meaning. and boleh rasa perasaan org yg menulisnya. die sgt letih! dan mengharapkan manusia sekeliling memahami dirinya. the point are,

mesejnya mudah, mari kita memakmurkan dunia ini supaya ianya lebih baik. ketika Allah mahu menciptakan manusia utk mendiami dunia ini, malaikat juga 'membantah'.bukan shj iblis.and the question: is the world a better place with us around? think about it.
dan terima lah hakikat bahawa politik di Malaysia ini masih belum matang dan tulus. dikedua2 belah pihak pun. terima lah hakikat itu.
banyak lg perkara yg masih boleh disebarkan. tentang keibubapaan, ttg ketuhanan, ttg alam sekitar. lupakan dimensi politik. setiap warganegara Malaysia ada hak untuk memilih parti politik mn2. TETAPI perbezaan itu tidak perlu sehingga kite mewujudkan persengketaan/tikaman lidah. ask yourself is the world a better place with you around?

and i like the last message by wardina when people keep manipulating her true intention,

Sedarlah "Dan kehidupan dunia ini hanyalah permainan dan senda gurau. Sedangkan negeri akhirat itu, Sungguh lebih baik bagi orang-orang yang bertaqwa. Tidakkah kamu mengerti?" Al-Ana'm #32

Bermainlah kamu.... saya tidak terpedaya dengan dunia yang sementara..kerana saya yakin pada yang Esa...Itu kekuatan saya.

-Wardina Safiyyah-

Allahu Akbar!

2011-06-29T03:06:00.000-07:00

Segala puji bagi Allah, Tuhan sekalian alam. Selawat serta salam buat junjungan mulia Nabi Muhammad S.A.W. keluarga serta para sahabat dan pengikut yang istiqamah menuruti baginda hingga ke hari kiamat.

Sahabat yang dirahmati Allah,

Setiap tahun apabila sampai tanggal 27 Rejab umat Islam diseluruh dunia akan mengadakan majlis sambutan peristiwa Israk dan Mikraj. Israk dan Mikraj berlaku pada 27 Rejab, setahun sebelum Hijrah Rasulullah SAW dari Mekkah ke Madinah.

Apabila berbicara tentang peristiwa Israk dan Mikraj ini, kita secara spontan akan terbayang kisah perjalanan Rasulullah S.A.W bersama malaikat Jibril dan Mikail yang boleh dibahagikan kepada dua fasa.

01.Israk yakni perjalanan Nabi SAW menaiki binatang Buraq dari Masjidil Haram di Mekah ke Masjidil Aqsa, di Baitulmaqdis, Palestin.

02.Mikraj ialah perjalanan dari Masjidil Aqsa ke Sidratil Muntaha di langit yang ketujuh.

Perjalanan Rasulullah S.A.W ini telah diabadikan oleh Allah S.W.T di dalam Al-Quran, Surah Al-Isra' ayat 1 yang bermaksud;

"Maha Suci Allah, yang telah memperjalankan hamba-Nya pada suatu malam dari Al Masjidilharam ke Al Masjidilaqsa yang telah Kami berkahi sekelilingnya agar Kami perlihatkan kepadanya sebagian dari tanda-tanda (kebesaran) Kami. Sesungguhnya Dia adalah Maha Mendengar lagi Maha Melihat."

Menariknya, keseluruhan perjalanan Rasulullah S.A.W hanya berlangsung pada satu malam.

Para ulama, hadis, ulama feqah dan ulama tafsir secara umum menegaskan bahawa perisitiwa Israk dan Mikraj di mana kedua-duanya berlaku dalam satu malam dan dalam keadaan baginda SAW sedar. Ia berlaku pada jasad atau tubuh dan roh Nabi SAW bukannya roh sahaja. Sebagaimana difahami daripada firman Allah dalam ayat tadi di mana Allah menegaskan "asra bi 'abdihi lailan" yang bermaksud memperjalankan hamba-Nya pada waktu malam. Perkataan hamba yang dimaksudkan di sini iaitu Nabi Muhammad S.A.W yang mana meliputi batang tubuh dan rohnya serentak bukannya rohnya sahaja. Jika ia berlaku pada rohnya sahaja maka sudah tentu firman Allah itu berbunyi "asra bi rohi 'abdihi lailan" yang bermaksud memperjalankan roh hamba-Nya pada waktu malam tetapi yang berlaku sebaliknya di mana Allah secara jelas menyatakan bahawa Dia telah memperjalankan hamba-Nya iaitu Nabi SAW dalam keadaan tubuh dan rohnya serentak.

Peristiwa ini pada pandangan orang yang tidak beriman atau mereka yang tipis imannya, mereka menyatakan bahawa peristiwa ini tidak mungkin akan berlaku atau pun mereka berbelah bahagi samada mahu mempercayainya atau pun sebaliknya. Tetapi bagi orang yang benar-benar beriman kepada Allah dan rasul-Nya maka mereka tetap percaya dengan penuh keimanan kepada peristiwa ini.

Setelah baginda S.A.W menceritakan apa yang telah terjadi padanya kepada masyarakat umum maka orang-orang kafir bertambah kuat mengejek dan mendustakan baginda S.A.W. Fitnah terhadap baginda S.A.W bertambah kuat malah ada juga di kalangan mereka yang sebelum ini telah memeluk Islam telah pun murtad kembali. Manakala bagi mereka yang begitu membenarkan baginda S.A.W maka iman mereka tetap utuh sebagaimana kita lihat kepada reaksi Sayyidina Abu Bakar apabila dia mendengar berita daripada orang ramai tentang apa yang telah diberitahu oleh Nabi S.A.W lalu beliau dengan tegas menyatakan :

"Benar! Aku menyaksikan bahawa engkau merupakan Rasulullah. Jika baginda S.A.W mengatakan bahawa baginda telah diperjalankan lebih jauh daripada itu maka aku tetap beriman kepadanya". Inilah ketegasan dan keyakinan yang tidak berbelah bahagi Sayyidina Abu Bakar dalam mempercayai Allah dan rasul-Nya sehingga beliau digelar as-Siddiq yang membawa maksud pembenar.

Selain itu, pernah juga diriwayatkan Rasulullah S.A.W berjumpa dengan pelbagai keadaan manusia ketika di dalam perjalanan tersebut. Meskipun kisah tentang peristiwa bersejarah ini seringkali diulangcerita oleh para penceramah setiap kali sambutan Israk dan Mikraj diadakan, saya melihat roh dan intipati di sebalik peristiwa ini masih tidak meresap ke dalam jiwa masyarakat Islam.

Sahabat yang dimuliakan,

Sebelum berlakunya Israk dan Mikraj Rasulullah S.A.W mengalami pembedahan dada/perut oleh malaikat. Hati Baginda S.A.W dicuci dengan air zamzam, dibuang ketul hitam ('alaqah) iaitu tempat syaitan membisikkan waswasnya. Kemudian dituangkan hikmat, ilmu, dan iman ke dalam dada Rasulullah S.A.W. Setelah itu, dadanya dijahit dan dimeterikan dengan "khatimin nubuwwah". Selesai pembedahan, didatangkan binatang bernama Buraq untuk ditunggangi oleh Rasulullah dalam perjalanan luar biasa yang dinamakan "Israk" itu.

Semasa Israk ( Perjalanan dari Masjidil-Haram ke Masjidil-Aqsa ):

Sepanjang perjalanan (Israk) itu Rasulullah S.A.W diiringi (ditemani) oleh malaikat Jibrail dan Israfil. Tiba di tempat-tempat tertentu (tempat-tempat yang mulia dan bersejarah), Rasulullah telah diarah oleh Jibrail supaya berhenti dan bersembahyang sebanyak dua rakaat. Antara tempat-tempat berkenaan ialah:

01.Negeri Thaibah (Madinah), tempat di mana Rasulullah akan melakukan hijrah,

02.Bukit Tursina, iaitu tempat Nabi Musa A.S. menerima wahyu daripada Allah,

03.Baitul-Laham (tempat Nabi 'Isa A.S. dilahirkan),

Dalam perjalanan itu juga baginda Rasulullah S.A.W menghadapi gangguan jin 'Afrit dengan api jamung dan dapat menyasikan peristiwa-peristiwa simbolik yang amat ajaib.

Peristiwa-peristiwa tersebut adalah seperti berikut :

01.Kaum yang sedang bertanam dan terus menuai hasil tanaman mereka. apabila dituai, hasil (buah) yang baru keluar semula seolah-olah belum lagi dituai. Hal ini berlaku berulang-ulang. Rasulullah S.A.W diberitahu oleh Jibrail: Itulah kaum yang berjihad "Fisabilillah" yang digandakan pahala kebajikan sebanyak 700 kali ganda bahkan sehingga gandaan yang lebih banyak.

02.Tempat yang berbau harum.Rasulullah S.A.W diberitahu oleh Jibrail : Itulah bau kubur Masitah (tukang sisir rambut anak Fir'aun) bersama suaminya dan anak-anaknya (termasuk bayi yang dapat bercakap untuk menguatkan iman ibunya) yang dibunuh oleh Fir'aun kerana tetapt teguh beriman kepada Allah (tak mahu mengakui Fir'aun sebagai Tuhan).

03.Sekumpulan orang yang sedang memecahkan kepala mereka. Setiap kali dipecahkan, kepala mereka sembuh kembali, lalu dipecahkan pula. Demikian dilakukan berkali-kali. Jibrail memberitahu Rasulullah: Itulah orang-orang yang berat kepala mereka untuk sujud (sembahyang).

04.Sekumpulan orang yang hanya menutup kemaluan mereka (qubul dan dubur) dengan secebeis kain. Mereka dihalau seperti binatang ternakan. Mereka makan bara api dan batu dari neraka Jahannam. Kata Jibrail : Itulah orang-orang yang tidak mengeluarkan zakat harta mereka.

05.Satu kaum, lelaki dan perempuan, yang memakan daging mentah yang busuk sedangkan daging masak ada di sisi mereka. Kata Jibrail: Itulah lelaki dan perempuan yang melakukan zina sedangkan lelaki dan perempuan itu masing-masing mempunyai isteri/suami.

06.Lelaki yang berenang dalam sungai darah dan dilontarkan batu. Kata Jibrail: Itulah orang yang makan riba.

07.Lelaki yang menghimpun seberkas kayu dan dia tak terdaya memikulnya, tapi ditambah lagi kayu yang lain. Kata Jibrail: Itulah orang tak dapat menunaikan amanah tetapi masih menerima amanah yang lain.

08.Satu kaum yang sedang menggunting lidah dan bibir mereka dengan penggunting besi berkali-kali. Setiap kali digunting, lidah dan bibir mereka kembali seperti biasa. Kata Jibrail: Itulah orang yang membuat fitnah dan mengatakan sesuatu yang dia sendiri tidak melakukannya.

09.Kaum yang mencakar muka dan dada mereka dengan kuku tembaga mereka. Kata Jibrail: Itulah orang yang memakan daging manusia (mengumpat) dan menjatuhkan maruah (mencela, menghinakan) orang.

10.Seekor lembu jantan yang besar keluar dari lubang yang sempit. Tak dapat dimasukinya semula lubang itu. Kata Jibrail: Itulah orang yang bercakap besar (Takabbur). Kemudian menyesal, tapi sudah terlambat.

11.Seorang perempuan dengan dulang yang penuh dengan pelbagai perhiasan. Rasulullah tidak memperdulikannya. Kata Jibrail: Itulah dunia. Jika Rasulullah memberi perhatian kepadanya, nescaya umat Islam akan mengutamakan dunia daripada akhirat.

12.Seorang perempuan tua duduk di tengah jalan dan menyuruh Rasulullah berhenti. Rasulullah S.A.W tidak menghiraukannya. Kata Jibrail: Itulah orang yang mensia-siakan umurnya sampai ke tua.

13.Seorang perempuan bongkok tiga menahan Rasulullah untuk bertanyakan sesuatu. Kata Jibrail: Itulah gambaran umur dunia yang sangat tua dan menanti saat hari kiamat.

Setibanya di masjid Al-Aqsa, Rasulullah turun daripada Buraq. Kemudian masuk ke dalam masjid dan mengimamkan sembahyang dua rakaat dengan segala anbia dan mursalin menjadi makmum.

Rasulullah S.A.W terasa dahaga, lalu dibawa Jibrail dua bejana yang berisi arak dan susu. Rasulullah S.A.W memilih susu lalu diminumnya. Kata Jibrail: Baginda membuat pilhan yang betul. Jika arak itu dipilih, nescaya ramai umat baginda akan menjadi sesat.

Semasa Mikraj ( Naik ke Hadhratul-Qudus Menemui Allah S.W.T );

Didatangkan Mikraj (tangga) yang indah dari syurga. Rasulullah S.A.W dan Jibrail naik ke atas tangga pertama lalu terangkat ke pintu langit dunia (pintu Hafzhah).

Di Langit Pertama: Rasulullah S.A.W dan Jibrail masuk ke langit pertama, lalu berjumpa dengan Nabi Adam a.s. Kemudian dapat melihat orang-orang yang makan riba dan harta anak yatim dan melihat orang berzina yang rupa dan kelakuan mereka sangat huduh dan buruk. Penzina lelaki bergantung pada susu penzina perempuan.

Di Langit Kedua: Nabi S.A.W dan Jibrail naik tangga langit yang kedua, lalu masuk dan bertemu dengan Nabi Isa A.S. dan Nabi Yahya A.S.

Di Langit Ketiga: Naik langit ketiga. Bertemu dengan Nabi Yusuf A.S.

Di Langit Keempat: Naik tangga langit keempat. Bertemu dengan Nabi Idris A.S.

Di Langit Kelima: Naik tangga langit kelima. Bertemu dengan Nabi Harun A.S. yang dikelilingi oleh kaumnya Bani Israil.

Di Langit Keenam: Naik tangga langit keenam. Bertemu dengan Nabi-Nabi. Seterusnya dengan Nabi Musa A.S. Rasulullah mengangkat kepala (disuruh oleh Jibrail) lalu dapat melihat umat baginda sendiri yang ramai, termasuk 70,000 orang yang masuk syurga tanpa hisab.

Di Langit Ketujuh: Naik tangga langit ketujuh dan masuk langit ketujuh lalu bertemu dengan Nabi Ibrahim Khalilullah yang sedang bersandar di Baitul-Makmur dihadapi oleh beberapa kaumnya. Kepada Rasulullah S.A.W, Nabi Ibrahim A.S. bersabda, "Engkau akan berjumapa dengan Allah pada malam ini. Umatmu adalah akhir umat dan terlalu dhaif, maka berdoalah untuk umatmu.

Suruhlah umatmu menanam tanaman syurga iaitu LA HAULA WALA QUWWATA ILLA BILLAH Mengikut riwayat lain, Nabi Ibahim A.S. bersabda, "Sampaikan salamku kepada umatmu dan beritahu mereka, syurga itu baik tanahnya, tawar airnya dan tanamannya ialah lima kalimah, iaitu: SUBHANALLAH, WAL-HAMDULILLAH, WA LA ILAHA ILLALLAH ALLAHU AKBAR dan WA LA HAULA WA LA QUWWATA ILLA BILLAHIL- 'ALIYYIL-'AZHIM. Bagi orang yang membaca setiap kalimah ini akan ditanamkan sepohon pokok dalam syurga".

Setelah melihat beberpa peristiwa lain yang ajaib. Rasulullah dan Jibrail masuk ke dalam Baitul-Makmur dan bersembahyang (Baitul-Makmur ini betul-betul di atas Baitullah di Mekah).

Di Tangga Kelapan: Di sinilah disebut "al-Kursi" yang berbetulan dengan dahan pokok Sidratul-Muntaha. Rasulullah S.A.W menyaksikan pelbagai keajaiban pada pokok itu: Sungai air yang tak berubah, sungai susu, sungai arak dan sungai madu lebah. Buah, daun-daun, batang dan dahannya berubah-ubah warna dan bertukar menjadi permata-permata yang indah. Unggas-unggas emas berterbangan. Semua keindahan itu tak terperi oleh manusia. Baginda Rasulullah S.A.W dapat menyaksikan pula sungai Al-Kautsar yang terus masuk ke syurga. Seterusnya baginda masuk ke syurga dan melihat neraka berserta dengan Malik penunggunya.

Di Tangga Kesembilan: Di sini berbetulan dengan pucuk pokok Sidratul-Muntaha. Rasulullah S.A.W masuk di dalam nur dan naik ke Mustawa dan Sharirul-Aqlam. Lalu dapat melihat seorang lelaki yang ghaib di dalam nur 'Arasy, iaitu lelaki di dunia yang lidahnya sering basah berzikir, hatinya tertumpu penuh kepada masjid dan tidak memaki ibu bapanya.

Di Tangga Kesepuluh: Baginda Rasulullah sampai di Hadhratul-Qudus dan Hadhrat Rabbul-Arbab lalu dapat menyaksikan Allah SWT dengan mata kepalanya, lantas sujud. Kemudian berlakulah dialog antara Allah dan Muhammad, Rasul-Nya:

Allah SWT : Ya Muhammad.

Rasulullah : Labbaika.

Allah SWT : Angkatlah kepalamu dan bermohonlah, Kami perkenankan.

Rasulullah : Ya, Rabb. Engkau telah ambil Ibrahim sebagai Khalil dan Engkau berikan dia kerajaan yang besar. Engkau berkata-kata dengan Musa. Engkau berikan Dawud kerajaan yang besar dan dapat melembutkan besi. Engkau kurniakan kerajaan kepada Sulaiman yang tidak Engkau kurniakan kepada sesiapa pun dan memudahkan Sulaiman menguasai jin, manusia, syaitan dan angin. Engkau ajarkan Isa Taurat dan Injil. Dengan izin-Mu, dia dapat menyembuhkan orang buta, orang sufaq dan menghidupkan orang mati. Engkau lindungi dia dan ibunya daripada syaitan.

Allah S.W.T : Aku ambilmu sebagai kekasih. Aku perkenankanmu sebagai penyampai berita gembira dan amaran kepada umatmu. Aku buka dadamu dan buangkan dosamu. Aku jadikan umatmu sebaik-baik umat. Aku beri keutamaan dan keistimewaan kepadamu pada hari kiamat. Aku kurniakan tujuh ayat (surah Al-Fatihah) yang tidak aku kurniakan kepada sesiapa sebelummu. Aku berikanmu ayat-ayat di akhir surah al-Baqarah sebagai suatu perbendaharaan di bawah 'Arasy. Aku berikan habuan daripada kelebihan Islam, hijrah, sedekah dan amar makruf dan nahi munkar. Aku kurniakanmu panji-panji Liwa-ul-hamd, maka Adam dan semua yang lainnya di bawah panji-panjimu. Dan Aku fardukan atasmu dan umatmu lima puluh (waktu) sembahyang.

Selesai munajat, Rasulullah S.A.W di bawa menemui Nabi Ibrahim A.S. kemudian Nabi Musa A.S. yang kemudiannya menyuruh Rasulullah S.A.W merayu kepada Allah S.W.T agar diberi keringanan, mengurangkan jumlah waktu sembahyang itu. Selepas sembilan kali merayu, (setiap kali dikurangkan lima waktu), akhirnya Allah perkenan memfardukan sembahyang lima waktu sehari semalam dengan mengekalkan nilainya sebanyak 50 waktu juga.

Selepas Mikraj:

Rasulullah S.A.W turun ke langit dunia semula. Seterusnya turun ke Baitul-Maqdis. Lalu menunggang Buraq perjalanan pulang ke Mekah pada malam yang sama. Dalam perjalanan ini baginda bertemu dengan beberapa peristiwa yang kemudiannya menjadi saksi (bukti) peristiwa Israk dan Mikraj yang amat ajaib itu (Daripada satu riwayat peristiwa itu berlaku pada malam Isnin, 27 Rejab, kira-kira 18 bulan sebelum hijrah). Wallahu'alam.

(Sumber : Kitab Jam'ul-Fawaa'id)

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suci.

2011-06-26T19:14:00.000-07:00

me & majdiyya

To complete trust in Allah is to be like a child, who knows deeply that even if he does not call for his mother, The mother is totally aware of his condition and is looking after him.
-Imam-Al- Ghazzali

israk mi'raj

2011-06-25T09:56:00.001-07:00

israk mi'raj

malam penuh keujuban

Linda [2.03 a.m]

Lullaby

2011-06-22T02:53:00.000-07:00

[oh, sgt rindu pd arwah ibu!]

tahniah!

2011-06-12T19:10:00.000-07:00

menerima 1 sms dr Pn sajidah yesterday...said she delivered a baby girl tepat 4.24 p.m,11 June 2011. named majdiyya means 'kemuliaan yg diwarisi'...truly true.subhanallah..six years back i recall..."why eizaz?" sajidah replied [i hardly remember] "he wanted an ustazah to be his wife" :) i keep thinking..."kemuliaan yg diwarisi"...it is definitely! mabruk ya sajidah..i'll pray your princess, majdiyya..menjadi anak yg solehah..

p/s: will be back to pay a visit i'A. mummy jida, i miss you...:) get fully recover soon!