Hi Izat,Izat, i am truly happy for you. truly happy. truly truly truly happy. even my 3months bonus can't help me to become more happier than to receive this news. you know the reason why? because, these passed years, you know how hard i try to find a soul mate for you. finally you seems to figure out yourself. Izat,welcome to club :) and should i say, we are getting married on the same day too? :) andddd now you knew, the feeling to love somebody everlasting. happy engaged. oh, alhamdulillah.
i always put myself in a selfish manner towards you. the day we knew each other, i always treat you as a black knight. whenever i do need you, i pull you over. that is me which you are not complaint of. you always there. always. being you i knew its hard. to face somebody which you like for years but she is talking about other guy. but you never step back. never ending been there for me although you knew, your chances are zero. i thanked Allah for give me a chance knowing somebody like you. when i am happy, you are forever neglected. when i am broken, you are there to help. i keep busy mending with my life. why am i never ever give you a chance. why Allah give me a strong denial for you. why i can't help my heart to love somebody which is nicer and helpful and trustworthy. the 'why' now is being answered. Allah have better plan for us. He gave you somebody which even far better than me. i believe so. which suit you very well. which will never ever leave your hands until the last breath. which will always see you as a very good man. see you in a different way as i do. a person which will love you limitless and without condition. a girl which will made your days. today, i am cherish all our good old memories. being a anonymous to a younger sister to you, i am blessed.
bg izat feeling2 bertunang sikit. hehe (sitting on my mum dinner table, kalau bukan hr bertunang, konfem kene marah.huu)
*and my dear fiancee, mohd azmizan, did you know now, how much my love for you?and it will be ONLY you. full stop.
